maybe

Self-defence is not love.
I would like to say to you.

so busy

It was so busy in these days.
I can't concentrate on my study whereas I went out with my friends, had a drink with them and chat with them for a long time.
This week I will study so hard to get a good score in TOEIC on Saturday.

Have a good week!

For tomorrow.

Hoou.
I finalized my assignments just before.
Compared with before, it is not so difficult. But I am totally bust in these days, therefore it took several time from me...oops.

Actually, I received a mail from my ex-girlfriend today. She sent me a birthday card although I hurt her hart this day last month. I have to appreciate to her and prey for happiness of her. Now we are not in relationships anymore, but I think, I hope we gonna be able to be good friend. I don’t know whether it is crucial for her or not but I sincerely hope so.

By the way, I’m really anxious about tonight sleep because I drunk too much coffee for my assignment this evening but it is already over...it must bring bad effect on my sleep...oops. By looking back, today was not so hard day, actually it was so easy day. I went uni and attended a class, and I had a lunch with my friends then went back home, cooked curry, used Youtube and started assignments.

It is quite easy life, isn’t it??

Tomorrow, I have two classes and have to submit assignments. But, I have an appointment about dinner with my friend. I’m looking for that.

So, maybe, I have to go bed and fall asleep as early as I could although coffee will make me mad.

Have a good night!

Yusuke

La la

I have almost finished my assignments. Compared with last one, it was not so difficult. I think there are some reasons for I feel it is easier than before. One is maybe I little a bit have got accustomed to the way to write an essay. Another is about content, compared with before, it was more understandable and it was like an analysis.
Actually I have to finalize it further but now I feel relax.

Today I went to Turkish restaurant with my friend, it was very delicious and also reasonable. I like it very much indeed.
Maybe it is high time to find new food and restaurant around London because I have been to same kind of restaurant too much!!
I have another 4 months to stay here, so I will pioneer new restaurant. It is a kind of obligation(haha

By the way, this week is also busy. But almost all schedules are interesting and fun for me. What is the important is my health and then I have to focus on fun!

Have a good night!

Yusuke

Rolling stone

Time flies!
I can’t believe it is already in middle of November!!
I work hard for assignment, report for internship everyday and also I have had drink in weekend for this 2 weeks.
Tomorrow I will go to a symposium that is held in near Savoy hotel (unfortunately it is not in Savoy hotel) to help my boss.
In holyday I will do study for two assignments and TOEIC. I also plan to go to Turkish restaurant with my friend.
So it must be busy, but, to be honest I like being busy.

Next week, I will go to polish restaurant with my friend and also I’m going to excursion with my junior in weekend although I have to submit tow assignments on Thursday.

It will be, will be.

Have a good night!

Yusuke

Taps of nap

Maybe that feeling had come from 3 causes.
One thing is my personality.
One thing is my life.
The other is my value.

Yesterday my mind was not in mood afternoon to evening because of tiring of this country’s weather and, above all, those three problems.
But, now it changes.
I have a friend who takes care of me.
I have a friend whom I can sympathize.
I have a friend whom I like.

I decided to take naps for nap.
Have a good night!

Yusuke

Finished preparing for EAP exam

I have finished making note for an exam in EAP class today.
I wrote about internet addiction while I use internet so much. Maybe I should have written about myself(haha
This exam is a little a bit weird for me because I will have to write an essay in a class within 2 hours and teacher said me that I must not prepare my essay before the test.
But I think it is strange because I can write my essay before and remember it. I write my memo of course, but I also already wrote an essay for it although contents must be disaster.

By the way, in these days, I always think about something before I sleep down. It is OK but it takes me 30min or an hour before I’m asleep. And the thing I think must be gross...oops... But I can’t stop thinking about it. What a tiring existence human is!!

Anyway, after afternoon examination, I will go to Izakaya with ICC students this evening. It must be fun.

Have a good day!

Yusuke

Start new month

In a sense, for me, today is the first day of November, because 1st and 2nd days were party and I was almost dead yesterday.
Today, my new month started with fire drill...oops...
It was so annoyed and everyone who lives in my resident had to go outside.
They seem so sleepy and I was the only person who put on suit. Therefore, apparently, I was stared with curiosity by surroundings.

Anyway, after that, I went to my office by walking. I decided to commute my internship by walking because it must be good my health and I don’t wanna get weight any more. Actually, I also decided go to university by walking again as much as I could. I don’t want to get cold again, so I have to keep my health and protect cold.

In an office, I met my boss. Actually, yesterday, I told a lie to be absent from internship because I had strong hangover. So I felt guilty when I met him. He is so polite and kind that he believe me at all. I swear I never betray him.
Now I write a report for headquarter of JETRO, it is about Japanese food importing product. It is quite interesting, but I have to gaze a desktop of computer, so my eyes are little a bit tired now.

In today's work, I met a very good old man who is a maneger of a company.
He is very good and he said me
"Don't feel guilty, don't be afraid, don't nationalize, but enjoy it."
It is quite good phrase!
I will never forget it.

By the way, one of my friends came to my room just before and she gave me a photo and movie took in my birthday. I will put it on mixi, it is Japanese face book. So, if you have a mixi, please watch it.

I have to read some references for tomorrow’s class!!
I hate study actually(hehe

Have a good night!

Yusuke

22th birthday

Yesterday I became 22 years old.
To be honest, it is not so important for me to get older now coz I don’t so much appreciate it.
But, yesterday, I was so surprised and glad to my friends because they held a surprise party for me!! I was so surprised!
Actually, I planed to go to Spanish restaurant with my friends, but it was much better than that. I don’t think I’m worth taking such a kindness and pleasure from others. Therefore, owing to it, I’m delighted so much.

I ate delicious dishes and good drinks.
I got a drunk so much that I couldn’t go to internship today(hehe

Now I would like to appreciate for my friends and be open-mind for them.

Have a good week!

Yusuke

Halloween

I had a Halloween party the day before yesterday!
It was quite funny coz, in my country, Halloween is not so popular.
Of course, it is popular, but I mean it is not so serious(hehe
In Japan, we sometimes wear costume, but it is not so professional. Just like wearing a hat or something like that.
But, in this country, there were a lot of people who enjoyed their costume sincerely.
I saw some professionally costumed people around here and there in Halloween.
It was quite interesting.

I put on Geisha girl costume actually.
To be honest, it was first time for me to put on female costume and made up my face.
After that, I thought that if I will reborn as human, I would like to reborn as man because I found that girl’s wear is quite cold and making up face is quite tiring.
Now I appreciate to my parent that they born me as man(haha

Have a good day!

Yusuke

I think...

I think a transport that trembles certain level like train, bus, tube or something like that makes me remember retrospect things.
In these days, I always think about her and her. I understand my feeling and also realize that no one can understand my feeling. It is all right because this is my life.
I can’t accept to rely on others yet but I know that human is such a creature that relies on each other. Actually I am the last man to rely on others. Conversely, I think I am such a man that be relied on others. Maybe someday, I’ll be able to accept it and rely on other person sincerely. But now, I can’t do that.
I need to be more strong and also more kind and open-mind.

Tomorrow, I will go to Halloween party tomorrow. I will disguise as Geisha girl, it must be gross!!!(haha Maybe it is the first time and last time as well to do that in my life. Must be good experience!!
Also this weekend, I will be 22 years old. I will go to dinner with my friends. It’s gonna be good.

Anyway, what I have to do is taking care of my condition...

Have a good night!

Yusuke

Finish!!

I finalized my assignment for tomorrow. Actually it was so tiring to do that because the subject is quite ambiguous.
I had to describe Japanese culture and value. Actually I am Japanese but I don’t know much about it. Throughout this essay, I thought that it is not so much related our nationality to our characters. Of course, somehow, it is related such as Japanese are shay or they are punctual or something like that. But, actually, it is a stereotype, isn’t it? Many of my Japanese friends, both in Japan and this country, are not so punctual. There are shay people, on the other hand, there are many talkative people. So, from this point, I sometimes suspicious about study like this such as sociology, anthropology or something like that. Of course, I don’t know what the subjects really are and my opinion is based on prejudice. I can’t stop being suspicious about those studies.
Anyway, I will submit my assignment tomorrow! I don’t mind the result and mark at all(haha

By the way, to my surprise, I say snow yesterday night although it is still in October!!! I think it is an abnormal weather because, if not, I think I’m not able to survive this winter. Today, however, it is so cold!! I can’t use heater in my room at all... Possibly, in winter, I have to put on many clothes to survive from terrible life and go back to my country. In addition, it is so dry, there is no humidity in these days, isn’t it. It brings bad effect on my throat. I really want to heal my throat but it is very difficult now. But I have to, because it is a vital thing to speak! Without speaking, I feel dull for everything.

Have a good night!

Yusuke

Internship

Finally, I started my internship in JETRO yesterday.
I think it is better than I expected(haha
I thought that it is a bit boring coz one of my friends, he worked for JETRO as internship before I started, said that it is not so good.
Now I worked for agriculture section and I met many business men in these two days.
It is quite interesting because I am student.
In a position of student, normally it is difficult to know what is the business actually.
Now, however, I have a lot of chance to know it. It must be good effect on my career plan.

In this internship, I would like to meet many business men and women, learn know- how of researching, experience a business scene and know what is the business and system of economy.
I have a task to research about ice cube maker in this country. To be honest, I’m not sure about it at all. So maybe I have to ask it some of my British friends.

By the way, today, I have to finalize my assignment for “Communication between Cultures” class definitely. It is quite difficult because the subject is fundamentally abstract!!!!! Oops. It makes this assignment so difficult... Actually it is only 700 words to 1000 words. So it is not so difficult in paper. But, because of abstract subject, I can’t refer anything from reference book and write long sentence. I just use my guessology.

Anyway, I have to concentrate on this matter another two hours.

Have a good night!

Yusuke

Farewell

I probably shouldn’t have said that but I had to say farewell.
It was tough decision but I had to choose being by myself. Now I forget the meaning and importance of loving others. I’m numb.
Some people said me that I’m really looked like a machine. It means that I’m not a human. On the other hands, some people said me that I’m really looked like a human. Both opinions, from my point of view, are meaningless because those don’t suggest my real character. To be honest, I don’t know what I want, think and hope now. I’m really inconsistent in these days. I feel contradiction and ambivalence. But, as it is, human is ambivalent equity actually. Therefore I don’t know but I have to confront this problem by myself and decided to make a bit distance from people who know me well and affirm me. Maybe ore not maybe, I get lost now, but I decided to be alone, be strong and be consistent. This is a kind of trip and adventure as well. I would like to make progress and after that I'd like to show myself to my friends.

May everything’s gonna change to good!!

Have a good night!

Yusuke

Bye Bye Masami.Y

Oops.
I took a rest almost 12 hours altogether today.
It’s OK because I had a bad cold, now my condition recovered somehow compared with that of yesterday.
I feel, however, I wasted time a bit.

This weekend, I have to finalize two assignments, one is “Communication between Cultures”’ assignment, the other is that of “English for Academic Purpose”.
Latter one is not so hard and crucial, so it is OK. Former one, however, it must be though... I have to read two references this afternoon before I start to cook my dinner.

By the way, I met my programme’s tutor Masami last night with my friend.
She leaves this country this evening, so it was the last time for me to meet her and have a drink with in this country. She was quite interesting actually.
She was very talkative, vigorous and powerful. In addition, what it more is she has a lot of connections to high prestige people such as a president of company or director, famous pianist and so on.
She will start her own business in Japan and Philippines. It is a kind of human resource company and totally big challenge for her. First year must be tough for her, but I think her vision and business concept is quite good. So I think it’s gonna be successful.

She has a talent for making connection with many people and showing herself immediately to other people. Those points are I have to study and learn.

Owing to her connection, I can get a chance to work in JETRO as internship. Therefore I feel I have to commit internship sincerely and do my best there. This internship is also chance for me to make a lot of connection with people whom I don’t know ever.

Anyway, this weekend, I take a rest to cure my cold and do my assignments.

Have a good weekend!

Yusuke

NABE

I did a Nabe party with my Japanese friends last night.
Nabe is a traditional Japanese dish and it is very delicious and healthy.
As you can see above picture, that is a typical form of Nabe.
We used Chinese cabbage, pork, carrot, long green onion, fu, udon, shiitake mushroom and so on...
It was so delicious and we enjoyed ourselves there.

Unfortunately I caught a cold in these days, especially today it worst...
I got a soar throat and headache as well. Owing to it, I was absent from morning class and took a rest in bed this morning. In addition, I thought that it became little a bit better that that of morning, therefore I went to university to attend a web class. But, because of it, my headache got worse...
Oops.
So I must start to sleep as early as I could.
But I have to wait two of my friends to ask them to write messages to our tutor, she’s going to go back Japan the day after tomorrow.

I and two of my friends will have a dinner with her tomorrow evening.
Possibly it will be the last time to meet her.
There is possibility to meet her on Japan and Philippines but I think it is quite difficult to meet her there.

Anyway, I have to recover my condition as possible as I could.

Have a good night!

Yusuke

Shopping for an internship

I went to Piccadilly Circus today to buy a bag for my internship.
I decided to buy it as a birthday present yesterday night and went there today.
In Japanese proverb, it says “making decisions and taking action quickly”.
So I bought a bag today at “United Colors of Benetton” near Oxford Circus.

In a way of it, I went to Hamley because one of my friends asked me to check Harry Potters’ goods there.
So I went to there and took some pictures for him.
It’s a bit funny but it’s OK.

Anyway, I have a party with Japanese friends tonight.

See you soon.

Have a good night!

Yusuke

I miss Spain!!

I already miss Spain so much now although I came back from there just the day before yesterday!!
Oh, my goodness!!
What I can do now is just sighing...
This country makes me depressed actually.
Cold weather, not so good food, mean people...
Oops.
I don’t meant to blame British people, but I’m not in good mood in these two days.
What I have done since I came back from Spain is just watching Youtube and going to Sains to buy foods.
Maybe I should change something.

Last week, I would like to say “May everything’s gonna change to good for you!” to my ex-girlfriend and my good friend whom I like.
But, now, situation is changed.
I would like to say and hope the phrase I mentioned.

Anyway, I have four classes from tomorrow to Friday and I will start my internship next Monday.
It makes me feel better, I think.
Sometimes I become weak as like people are.
Maybe I miss my dear but I lost it.
I shouldn’t mention this but sometimes I think about it.

Now I’m looking forward to new relationship but a girl whom I like is also not in good situation. In addition, I’m not sure I like her or not.
Maybe it needs time to break.

So I hope, may everything’s gonna change to good for me!!

Have a good night!

Yusuke

Bloody Rainy Spain

Hi mates!
How are you doing? How was your weekend??
Maybe as you know, I went to Barcelona, Spain last weekend.
It was so good although almost all days were bloody rainy!
City is quite interesting, girls are beautiful, foods are delicious and people are so friendly!!
To be honest, I really didn’t want come back this country...
Maybe I should have decided to study not English but Spanish(haha
I went to Sagrada Famillia, Casa Mila, Casa Batllo and Parc Giiel.
Those were quite impressive and sophisticated.

I met some of my Spanish friends there.
We talked, chat and enjoyed ourselves there.
I can’t stop but appreciate to their kindness although they were so tired because of their job.
I really want to go there again, especially summer, and meet them and enjoy Barcelona!!

Anyway, this country is terribly cold and dark, but I have to concentrate on my life in here.

Have a good week!

Yusuke

Like a music.

It has become typical London weather more and more since yesterday.
Actually today it changed cloudy to rainy to cloudy to rainy!!
It is depressing. In other words, because of it, however, I can enjoy myself in Spain more. I will meet beautiful girls, delicious foods, good friends and the sun!
Oou.
It sounds quite nice. What I have to do now is to finalize our trip plan.

By the way, today I attend “Communication between Cultures” first. To my surprise, all of my class mates are girls! So in class room, without me and the teacher, they are only female! It’s OK for me, but, to be honest, I feel awkward little a bit(haha
My class mates were quite kind compared with native people because of I think all of them are international students. Anyway I have to improve my English further to enjoy conversation with them.

It is another story but, to my surprise again, in placement test for “English for Academic Purpose” class, all most all students wrote their script quite long. Those were may be double or triple that of mine. Therefore I really felt that I have to brush up my writing skill in English. I had to write my opinion to the idea “Young people have to work at least 2 years before they enter university”. I just wrote about 15 lines on a paper. But many of students looked like wrote over 30 or 40 lines.
Oops.
It was amazing for me!

It’s also another story but, I had an interview with my tutor and coordinator for practice for internship. For me, it is not necessary at all now but I did it for experience.
After the interview, they gave me a feed back that said I have to speak English like music. Actually I can understand it. I can speak English little bit quickly so now it is high time to try to manage my speaking speed and volume. Now I think I manage to improve my English such a way for another 6 months.

Anyway, have a good night!

Yusuke

Whatever may happen

Whatever will be, will be.

Today I passed an interview with JETRO for my internship.
So now, I feel relief actually(haha
I will do internship from 2 weeks later 2 or 3 times a week.
It must be good experience.
It is what I really really wanted to do so I must be involved it.
JETRO stands for Japan External Trade Organization and the department that I will work for is agriculture section.
I will do some researches and organise some events, I’m really looking forward to starting it.

By the way, I broke up with my girlfriend just before going to go outside for the interview.
For me, fortunately or unfortunately, it is not big problem.
I hope she don’t mind her choice.
I sincerely hope so.

Whatever will be, will be.

Anyway, have a good night!

Have a good day!

I met mayor!

I met London mayor, Boris Johnson on volunteer work on British Museum yesterday!
I hard his speech, it was fun actually.
Some of my friends managed to shake hands and take pictures with him.
I envy them...oou...
To be honest, I don’t envy them so much(haha
Boris said he hasn’t been to Japan yet.
But he knows a lot about Japanese movie.
Especially he talked about ”Gozira”, it is the one of famous Japanese films.
He was quite nice.
I met some new acquaintances there and got cool T-shirts.
Those are my crop on this volunteer work.

Today, I have an interview in JETRO.
I’m not nervous at all, just wondering what kind of question I will be asked.
Maybe it’s all right.
I hope I will be able to work there 2 times a week from next week.
Today, I also have a class in the evening.

Have a good day!

Yusuke

3rd week of October

It seems like little a bit cloud today.
Just before, it was fine but now it changes.
So I think fine days in October will finish sooner or later.

Anyway, new week starts.
This week I have many things to do.
Today, I will do volunteer work on British Museum, finally I received an email form the person in charge.
Maybe I will do some assistance and interpreter.
Tomorrow, I will do interview in JETRO for my internship.
It may be OK.
After that I have an evening class for “Creating a Website” class tomorrow coz I can’t attend that class on Thursday.
On Wednesday, I have a class in the morning, and have an interview with Mock on Marylebone Campus from 12:30-13:00.
In addition, after that, I have a placement test for “English for Academic Purpose” class.
It must be crazy(haha

However, on Thursday, I’m going to go Spain with my friend after attending “Art & Society” class.
It must be fun.

By the way, I got muscular pain in my neck, leg, and ass due to yesterday’s exercise.
Oops.
I feel I got old...

Anyway, have a good week!

Yusuke

Picnic on Shorditch Park

So I went to Shoreditch Park with 4 of my friends.
We brought there “karacage”, “onigiri”, “dashimaki” and so on, those are Japanese foods.
We talked and laughed, played cards, badminton and also played a Japanese traditional game “Stumbling Dharma”.
It was so fine.
Actually it was like summer.
I remembered the days I went to boat trip with my friends.
It was the one of the highlights in life of this country for me.
I think maybe I got a suntan little a bit although it is middle of October!!(haha
I appreciate my friend, she organised this picnic.

By the way, I did messenger with my best friend in Japan after I came back from the picnic.
It was also so fun.
I spilled out my feeling in these days.
Also he confessed me some secret about recent days.
We are best friends actually.

After writing this diary, I will go to my friend’s room to detail our trip for Spain and Morocco.
It must be great!

Last week, life was hard for me.
But it is changed a bit now.

Have a good night!

Yusuke

It lasts!

It looks like the fine weather still lasts now.
It will be good day for going picnic I think and it is good for a change.
I and one of my friends will make “Karaage”, it is a traditional food in Japan.
We will use chicken.
To be honest, it is not a type of food that we cook it by myself.
So it is a good chance to cook it today.

Today I received emails from my parents.
I sent a monthly report to them yesterday and they replied it.
Sometimes their reply is funny.
One day, my father sent me an email that said I have to be on the alert in European country when I travel there and sometimes I have to stake my life.
It’s quite funny(haha
I know he really takes care of me but it was a kind of overprotection.

Anyway, I appreciate them.

So, have a good day!

Yusuke

Drop by drop fills the tub

I try to remember my motto now.
I’m the last person to finish homework or something like that one night before deadline.
I mean I’m a man needs to study or work step by step, day by day.
I don’t have special gift.
So if I’d like to success in something, I have to made mistakes many times.
From a lot of mistakes, I can learn something.

Today I went to library on Marylebone campus.
The library was so silent. It is good place for study.
Possibly I will go there frequently coz it is comfortable to study.
What is the problem is computer that is in library.
Those are little a bit old so I can’t watch some video in Youtube or yahoo news.
In other words, there is no obstacle for me to study(haha

By the way, finally I could contact with m Spanish friend today.
She works for law office, so I think she must be busy in these days.
But she is absolutely so nice and kind person that she will guide me around Barcelona and provides a place to stay.
I can’t stop appreciating her.
I’m really really looking forward to going there with my friend and meeting my Spanish friends.
I also expect delicious Spanish foods(haha

I will go picnic tomorrow.
So I hope the fine weather lasts for one more day!

Have a good night!

Yusuke

Full Fool

I ate my dinner too much...
Ooooops
I ate Japanese traditional rice food.
I learned the recipe of it 2 days before from my Japanese friend.
She is from Oita, which is in South Japan.

The dish she cooked was perfect, but mine was little a bit thick...
Anyway it was delicious and I ate too much.
I need to take a rest now.

Oops.

Yusuke

Sunny days

It has been quite weather nice for these 3 or 4 days.
I can’t believe it!
This is London, isn’t it?
I hope it lasts tomorrow coz we will go to picnic tomorrow.

In these days, I can’t control my mind.
My emotion sometimes beats my rationality actually.
Then it makes me mad.
I can’t stop but get angry for my surroundings.
I don’t know the reason why.

Actually, “No”.

I know the reason why.
But I think I shouldn’t say this.
It is meaningless to say.
I’m good at bottling my mind up.

But one of my friends sent me a kind mail.
I really really appreciate her.

I remember the proverb “A friend in need is a friend indeed”.

Today I’m going to go uni’s library to study.

Have a good day!

Yusuke

Poetry

What is the thing I should work for?
I don’t know.
You don’t know.
No one knows that.

It’s maybe family, friends...or myself.
Answer is not clear.
If I can’t find it, what gonna happen?
No one knows that.

Who knows whether I will succeed in work or not?
Me? No!
You? No!
No one knows that.

But, I hope.
Someday, I make someone happy by my work.
Who can disturb it?
No one can do it.

I sincerely hope it.
No one can destroy it.

Yusuke

National Poetry Day

I heard from my friend that it was the National Poetry Day yesterday.
We went to Vietnamese restaurant and saw the broken traffic light on the picture above.
Now I try to think about poetry in English but it is soooo difficult.
I think even if in Japanese, it is difficult.
But I will think over it and upload it on my Japanese blog not this blog.
Because it is little a bit shame, I’m coward (haha
Theme is “work”.
So, first of all, I have to define the meaning of work for me.
Then I will do that.

By the way, I’m going to go uni today to meet my coordinator to amend my class table.
It is the last day to amend a time table, so I think the office must be busy.
But I have to go.
Maybe I will change business one to English one.
I like easy class(haha
To be honest, considering my character, difficult class is not so good for me.
I also think that the content that I can learn from the class is same as a class that I can take in Japan, I can learn by Japanese.

Anyway, I’m going.

Have a good day!

Yusuke

It's just for fun. It's important.

I went to uni today.
It was so fine day to go outside.
I went to St. Paul Cathedral in “Art & Society” class.
It was 2nd time for me to go there.
Actually it was so good because the weather was so fine.
If not, it was so bad. But, fortunately, it was fine.

It is not stressful class actually.
I like it.

Today, I also attend “Creating Website” class.
It was also very good for me.
Because, at first it is very practical, second I don’t have to feel inferior complex for native people(haha
The teacher was also so good...I mean he is very interesting!

Therefore, Thursday is good class day for me.

Have a good night!

Yusuke

Even if it offers me to take everything

2 days after I made words with my girl friend makes me calm down actually.
I have thought over my feeling and now I think I have to reveal my feeling instead of standing.

Today I will go to Victoria, Wigram House, to meet my friends and also eat a feast(haha
I bring a burdock there and my friend will cook special rice dish by using that one.
I’m really really looking forward to it.

Before I go there, I will go to Oxford Circus to do something I should do.
I will go to M＆S, IEO, programme office and library.

I hope this fine weather lasts all day long.
Yesterday it was misery, to be honest, it made me so depressed.

By the way, I bought a card for my tutor near Tottenham Court.
She leaves London end of this month.
I don’t know giving a card for her is good gift or not.
But I will do it.

Have a good day!

Yusuke

For a change

I cut my hair.
I take a different tea as usual.
I listen to a different music as usual.
I need break to calm down and think about now.

Yesterday I went to uni to attend the first class for me.
The content is not so difficult.
What is the problem is English(haha
I know for me English is always problem.

In this class, almost all of my class mates are natives (British and American).
So conversation is so quick.
I could understand what they talked only about 60% and guessed another 40%.

So I think I have to study English much harder.

Have a good day!

Yusuke

My luck must be in.

I would like to say but I can’t.
There are some reasons why.
One of these is that I made words with my girl friend.
Actually I got lost. I mean I couldn’t define my feeling for her.

Considering my future, I am not sure I am good for her or not.
And, if so, I think it is meaningless to continue our relationships.
Maybe situation will be changed in the future but this moment I can’t believe it.

So this is depressing for me and hurting for her.
I think I still like her but I am not sure.
I am not sure especially about my future.

I get lost.

What I need now is holiday.
Blue sky holiday.

Yusuke

Yeah, I like. I dislike.

Some time I scarce and maybe I shouldn’t say that.
I think about my relationships with my friends especially girls.

I have a girl friend.
On the other hand, I have many girl friends, I mean just as a friend.
For me, it is easier to make female friend than to male friend.
I don’t know the reason why, but as it is.
And sometimes I have a good relationship with someone compared with others.

I don’t care if someone said a rumour.
But, maybe someone is hurt because of it.

Some time I scarce about it.
It felt wrong.
It felt right.

Life is too short to care someone’s rumour.
I know that.

But I should pray.

Anyway, in these days, I have too much free time.
From next week, I must be busy.
So I think I will not afford to be worried such a things.
It is good for me.

Have a good day!

Yusuke

It's you. You're the one.

“It’s you. You’re the one. You always have been and you always will be.”
Sometimes people need this kind of words.
So sometimes I’m little a bit confused.
Of course, I can sympathise.

“I can die this moment because I am so happy.”
Sometimes people say this kind of words.
So sometimes I’m little a bit embarrassed.
Of course, I know what they mean.

But I can’t like such a kind of words and feeling.
I don’t know the reason why.
But, actually, I don’t.

You say it.
I say that.

Own opinions are different.
Because of it, this world must be fun.

Have a good day!

Yusuke

Module

Finally, I decided my modules in university.
I take,

*Interpersonal skills for business
*Art and Society
*Communication between Cultures
*Creating to Web site

I am going to uni at Monday, Thursday and Friday and I will do internship in Tuesday and Wednesday.

Anyway I would like to enjoy my module class.

By the way, I cooked curry.
It is awesome!
I used potato, tomato, onion, mushroom, eggplant, carrot, prawn, coffee, curry roux and curry powder that mu friend gave me.

Therefore I really enjoyed my dinner this evening.

I’m a bit tired coz yesterday I had a party for my friend and stay up until 3 o’clock.
So maybe, after writing this diary, I am going to bed.

Good night!

Yusuke

Goodbye September

It was last day of September today.
September was very busy month for me.
In 1st week and 2nd week, I had “Academic English” class from morning to evening every week days.
Then I did volunteer work for 4 days from early in the morning to night.
After that, I went to France.
While I did all those things, I made Belgium waffle with my friends, went to Tames Festival, met new friends and went to dinar with my tutor 3 times.

It was busy.
In other words, it was good.
Because I like being busy.
So I enjoyed myself this month.

In these days, I like to talk in English although my English is broken(haha
It could be good sign for me.

Tomorrow I am going to university to fix my timetable.

I hope it will be fine...

Have a good night!

Yusuke

Only 5 months, therefore...

It must be precious.

I would like to say that.
For me, sometimes things become important because those are limited.
I am not sure I can express this feeling in English.
But I feel it in my mother tongue.

Time flies actually.
I can’t believe that it already passed half a year...
Compared with the time I came here, I made progress in my English.
However it is not enough for me.

Today I thought sincerely.
Because I had an orientation today, and there were a lot of American students.
They spoke so frequently and quickly.
Of course they are native and I am Japanese.
But this incident makes me motivated to study English more.

I don’t want to regret my life, study in U.K.
Therefore I must study hard.

Yusuke

Vacance de Provence

I went to Provence in south of France this weekend.
I stayed at my acquaintance’s house near Aix en Provence.
It was very very good.
Coz foods were delicious, people were cheerful, women were beautiful and climate was very good.
I really want to live there in the future.

I went to Nice as well.
I have been there for 2 times actually and my friend also recommended me to go there.
It was awesome!

I want to have a friend who lives in there(haha

Anyway I will start my academic module from tomorrow.
So I have to adjust my time of life.

Have a good day!

I'm going!

Hello everyone.
I am going to Provence this afternoon.
I’m really looking forward to it.
Actually it is for long time to go there.
I went to there when I was high school students.
I mean... maybe 6 or 7 years ago.

To be honest, for me, it is first time to go outside of UK.
Since I came this country in April, I have been a lot of place in this country.
South to North. East to West.

So now, it is time to go out from this country(haha

I am concerned about immigration and French a bit.
But it might be all right.

While last 2 weeks, I was so busy that I haven’t had enough rest.
So I enjoy a vacation in Provence.

Have a good day!

Yusuke

Goodbye Friends

I had a farewell party for my Korean Friend yesterday.
My Japanese friend held the party and I met her sister.
Her sister was actually beautiful(haha

In there, I met some other friends.
They looked like fine, so I was happy about it.

Maybe it was the last time for me to attend a farewell party of my friends at this moment.
Almost all of last September students and language school students have already gone to their countries.

So from now on, I should concentrate on my study harder and harder.

Today I am going to go Buckingham Palace and then I am going to my office to see my tutor.

Have a good day!

Yusuke

100 Percent Design London

I finished volunteer work yesterday.
It was hard work actually but it was not a demanding job.
I think It was very good experience for me,
coz I hadn’t had such a experience like explaining or promoting products for general public by English.

I explained about “Tatami”, it is a Japanese traditional mat”, many times.
Now I really know about it very much indeed.

Almost every day, my boss treated me a lunch and dinner.
My boss is a president of the company that produce “Tatami” products.
He tries to promote and sell his products in foreign countries such as Europe.
He is really good man and has some respectable points that I should imitate(haha

Through doing volunteer work,
I got a valuable experience, view for business and new friends.

So I must say that it was precious time for me.

Anyway, have a good week!

Yusuke

Hard Working

In these 3 days, I have been so busy.
After moving my room, yesterday I worked for almost 11 hours.
And I also worked for 9 hours today.

I don't work hard for a long time.
So now I am very very very very tired.

I try to do my best for another 2 days.

See you

Yusuke

Moving again

Today, I moved my room again.
It was soooooo tired.
I started moving from 3 o’clock and finished it at 7 o’clock.
Oops.

Now I am so exhausted that I don’t want to move anymore although I will do volunteer work form tomorrow to Sunday.

It takes all most all day from me.
But I’m really looking forward to doing it.

I will do volunteer work at an exhibition held by Japanese company.
It is called “100% design exhibition”.( http://www.100percentdesign.co.uk/page.cfm/Link=1/t=m/goSection=1)
So I have to prepare to it.

Have a good night!

Yusuke

Belgian Waffle

Yesterday I went to Victoria to make “Belgian Waffle” with my friends.
One of my friends went to Belgium recently and she bought a mix of waffle.
I brought a machine of making hot sandwich to make waffle.
It is a bit weird, isn’t it?(haha
We could make waffle.
But, because of machine, it was like a pan cake(haha

We ate a lot of waffles actually.
So now, I don’t want to see a waffle for the time being.

After cooking waffles, we went to Tames Festival.
It was very good.
We hung at there for almost 7 hours.
To be honest, we were walking over 6 hours(haha

This week, I have no class.
So I have to study by myself.

Have a good week!

Yusuke

"Academic English"

Finally, I finished “Academic English” today.
Actually, it was sooooo tiring (haha
Because the reason why is the class starts from 10 o’clock until 4 o’clock.
It looks like high school, isn’t it?

But my class was absolutely good.
Everyone is very sophisticated and very kind.
To be honest, my English level is so bad that I couldn’t understand why I was in that class.
But now, I really really pleasure it.

Today, one of my class mates did a presentation about “Iran”.
Let be honest, I had a little bit bad image for that country.
I mean “scared”.

However, after her presentation,
I really remembered the proverb “Seeing is believing”.

So I must go some country I really don’t know at all.

By the way, I had a dinar with my programme tutor.
Actually she will equip her job and go back Japan end of October.

She will start a business in Philippines.
Her plan for it is very interesting.
I hope she will be success about it.

Anyway, from now on, I try to email for my class mates.

See you

Yusuke

Jack and the Beanstalk

Finally, the day I have to move was decided.
It is tomorrow!!
Wow! I have to pack my all belongings.

Owing to negotiation, I was able to get much better condition than before.
So I think I will be able to finish it easier than I expected.

By the way, my friend will go to trip from tomorrow.
Therefore I keep his plant for about 2 weeks.

I really think it is good to put some plants in my room now.
So, maybe, I will buy a plant after coming back this room.

I took a picture of the plant and my doll.
I bought it when I went to Penzance.
It was first time for me to travel in U.K.

Actually this picture looks like “Jack and the Beanstalk”.
I haven’t known that it is fairy tale of this country (haha

Anyway, have a good night!


Yusuke

Miss the sun shine

I really miss the sun shine.
Summer totally already finished although it is still September.
I feel it is like almost winter...

I finished my essay right now.
But actually it is rubbish.
I’m really really concerned it.
Anyway it is finished tomorrow whether it is bad or not.
It is an act of God.
Could be he will bless me.

Actually I hasn’t bend over backward.
It is absolute limit.
So, definitely, the God will abandon me.

Oops.

What is worse, I am not sure that I move my room tomorrow or not.
Sigh...

Yusuke

Busy week

This week is actually so busy.
First of all, I had to do presentation. But, actually, it already finished.
So it is OK.
But I have to write an essay and submit my CV for internship to my tutor.
So, after the class, I went to my programme’s office today.
However my tutor already went back her house.
Oops.
So tomorrow I have to go there again...

And most disgusting thing is I have to move from my room to another room that is in another block of this hall resident with my all belongings...
In addition, the date that I have to move is not decided yet.
So maybe it is Wednesday or Thursday.

And, what is more, in Friday, I will make short speech to new Japanese student of my programme.
I am concerned about it a little.
Because they must be tired(haha

Anyway I like being busy.
So I will be fine in weekend.

Yusuke

Night Picnic

I went to Tate Modern with my friends yesterday night although it was strong rain.
The scenery around river Tames was so beautiful.
I was little a bit amazed actually.
To be honest, the river is not so beautiful in the daytime.
But it becomes so beautiful night.

By the way this weekend, I have a lot of things to do.
Oops.

So I have to stay my room all day long.

Yusuke

Weather of London

In general, British weather is not good.
I can understand.
But, to be honest, this weather makes me depressed.
It looks like suddenly changing summer to end of autumn. Oops.
I am very much concerned about real winter of this country.
Definitely it must make me tired and sad…
So from October to February, it could be hell.

Sigh…

Yusuke

Harry Potter

Yesterday, I read “Harry Potter and Deathly Hallows” all night.
Because of it, I could not get up today (haha
So I was absent from morning class.

The first volume of “Harry Potter” was published when I was 14 years old maybe.
Finally it ended yesterday. It is for me a kind of the end of travel.
I really imagined Harry Potter’s world very much when I was junior high school student.

Someday I would like to read through all volumes of this book.

Yusuke

Japanese PM

Yesterday, Japanese Prime Minister Mr. Fukuda suddenly resigned his job.
I don’t know the reason why but maybe it is because of political tactics of Liberal Democratic Party. They are in hard competition with Democratic Party.
Actually, from my point of view, those 2 partied are not so different.
But strange Japanese politics has allowed Lib Dem to lead government for so long time.

Anyway, like as previous PM Mr. Abe, Mr. Fukuda also suddenly resigned.
I am very much wondering what is going on the future of Japan.

Yusuke

New month

Hi mates!
New month comes.
In these days, I count mu blessings. Actually I’m very blessed.
Good parents, funny brother, not rich but well.
So I should study hard also concentrate on life.

This month must be busy. But I like it.
If I have too much time, I sometimes tend to think bad, negative things.

From tomorrow to next week, I take “Academic English” class in university.
It is from morning to evening so it must be tiring.

Anyway have a good week!

Yusuke

Cambridge

I went to Cambridge to meet my friend.
She came from Japan about 2 weeks ago.
It was very good time for me coz from her I could listen to information about my friends in university. Almost all of them have already got a job actually.
Possibly I will do job hunting next year, so I will ask them some advice.

Cambridge was good palace although there were a lot of tourists.
I like there much better than London.
Especially yesterday, it was so fine because it was as like summer came back again(actually it has already gone today ).

Today is the last day of September.
I have to concentrate on my study and life.

Yusuke

Last class

Yesterday it was a last class of summer school.
Time flies actually!!
One month is too short. It is just suitable to get notice with other.
This “Business English” class was so difficult for me coz everyone speak English so frequently and they are good at negotiating and mentioning their opinion.
It was good experience for me.
Through this month, I have reflected on my English so now I decided to study much harder than before.
I hope someday I meet my mates again!

Yusuke

North York Moors National Park

I went to North York Moors National Park last trip.
I really wanted to go there because I saw the picture of there when I went to Lake District last month. As you know, moor is a very beautiful place especially in a summer because it looks like purple sea in a field. However it is not common in my country, so it looks so beautiful and interesting for me.

Unfortunately the day I went there, weather was not fine. As you can see above picture, it was a foggy day. To be honest, I got lost in the NP because of fog. I felt so scared because I totally lost my direction. Otherwise fog was disappeared, I couldn’t get back to accommodation (haha

Anyway I'm still alive so it can say that it was good experience.
Unfortunately the weather was bad but someday I would like to go there again. Of course in a good sunny day(haha

Tomorrow my business English class will end.
Maybe drinking party will held in the evening so I’m really looking forward to it.

Yusuke

Whitby

In these days, weather is not so good. I don’t know but maybe summer has already gone away…oops.
And also this week is last week of August, so some of my friends are going to leave form London end of this week. And almost all of my friends will get back their country until middle of September. This is time to leave actually.

By the way, I went to travel to Whitby last weekend. It was very good place for me. It is totally rural town of England and I like that kind of town.
It is famous place for the reason that the author of Dracula got inspiration of Dracula here.

I saw the sunset first day.
It was fabulous, fantastic!!!

I want to go there again someday in summer.

Yusuke

Launch

I start to write to this blog

to improve my misery writing skill

to practice to express my feeling and opinion in English

And, I also put one rule for me about this blog.
It is writing this blog at least once every 3 days.

Anyway I spend another 6 months in UK.
So it could become good practice for me.

Yusuke